I am tense, nervous tense. Not in a bad way but in a good way; there is nervouseness about the job, ability to perform, ability to negotiate terms, upcoming travel.
of more than that a feeling that i am floating, its all happening to me, for me in my life but am hovering above it.Need to get a grip, get a sense of me, return to silence and fitness, get a rhythm that works for the same, for now that is what i need to do
cant write more now, but shall come back to this space. today. i need to